I’ve been pretty depressed the last two days. I’ve not intended on making this a super duper complainy blog but the last two days have been difficult. I’ve had this anger in my core that I’ve had a hard time shaking.

It’s like not even a white hot anger, it’s cold. It’s heavy. It’s like a long, deep-seated anger that I can’t just express. But it’s there and I’m acknowledging its existence. It sucks because I wish I could just relax on my time off from any major commitments but instead I’ve decided to unpack all my trauma and experience grief non stop instead.

I thought about building an app.

Sorry i missed yesterday. I meant to post this yesterday but then I got real sad.

I thought about making an app where you can track going no contact – which is really just what i need. Lol.

I do have some interviews next week, so maybe something will come of that.

Hopefully!